YThursday, April 20, 2006
he was an angel filled wit innocence. he's how u define gorgeous.
wit a masculine scent and deep mysterious set of eyes.
he walked pass me as the scent swept me across, igniting all my senses taking me to a new high.
i knew he was the one. i wanted to chase after him as he sped pass me but i halted as he stopped and fixed his gaze on me.
now....
i can stare into his eyes without having to hide or seek permission.
unfortunately his eyes was filled wit tears. i lst that sugar rush.
cuz i was consumed with questions of curiosity.
i allwed myself to look deeper into those eyes.
through the tears in sadness, i saw happiness. innocence..
filling him wit such honesty and sincerity.
i saw liberation and above all..
i saw l o v e.
a glimpse of hope flushed right through me and he broke that gaze wit a nod.
i understood wat it meant and with that look and that nod i found my answer to all my questions.
he then walked away..quickening his pace. i wanted to just stop him and tell him to stay. reassuring him that he is safe with me. that i'l love him with all my heart and treasure him and be with him till death do us part.
but how can i be so sure that my telling him all this will make him realise the truth of this words..the sincerity of this heart and the burning passion of this undying love that has just been found.?
i've loved and lost.
i dun wana have to go through that again.
i understood our unspoken language..
the look..the gaze..the sugar rush and the invisible connection
so i decided to sit and wait for him to return and walk my way again
without a tear in his eyes..but a sudden wave of delight..
wit a smile across his face. with a sigh of relief.
that i'm still here..
that i understood.
that i love him too.
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